The hurt began to fade and it was easier to just let go. At least I thought it was. But in every boy I met in the next few years, I found myself looking for you, and when the feelings got too strong I’d write you another letter. But I never sent them, in fear of what I might find. By then, you’d gone on with your life and I didn’t want to think about you loving someone else. I wanted to remember us like we were that summer. I didn’t want to ever forget that."
— The Notebook
All the things I wanted to say, will always be left unsaid..
Truth is, we ALL have letters never sent.
Why after reading that, did it feel so painful? When you love someone, there is so much you wanna say but scared that if you say it, you will find out something that throw everything away...even that ounce of hope and happy memory goes shattered....
ReplyDeletethe good thing about saying everything you need to say, is knowing you have said everything you needed to say.
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